Ugh. >< Have you ever had a day where you just feel completely useless? Or... A few days, anyway? I've been going nuts from the whole 'trying to lose weight' thing, and it seems like nothing is happening. I mean, yeah... I did lose some, but it's not enough. ><
I dunno... I just feel like I'm putting a lot of effort into stuff, and only getting a half-assed result, kind of. And it's really, really annoying.
Also, the fact that it's pitch dark outside by the time I'm eating dinner is bugging me. I can't do anything during the day anymore. *headdesk*
I don't know what to do... The people who normally keep me from losing my mind aren't on or can't access a computer. X_X

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Okay.. So, I know that I'm not the best artist, but I was wondering if anyone wanted me to draw something for them. I want to get better, and if I'm challenged to draw something that I'm not used to drawing, I figured that it might help some. Also, the more practice I get, the better. X3 So, uh... I'll take any requests... >>;

Also, I'm getting a tablet soon! I hope that I can get better with that, since it'll give me a chance to color my pictures in and stuff... XD So, then I might be able to get better pictures up here, 'cause my camera completely sucks when it comes to taking pictures of my drawing. Well, the lack of light sucks too.

I'll stop rambling and leave it at that, hehe. Just comment or whatever if you want me to draw something. X3
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From 's Journal.

12 OCs! PICK 'EM NOW!
((*groans* 12?! I might have to use some of my Canon/OC's. o_O ))

1) Alsianna ((Why she's always number one? I don't know. X3))
2) Ariadne
3) Rose
4) Eric
5) Kerralie
6) Loren
7) Keegan
8) Scarlet
9) Gizela ((Keegan isn't my newest anymore. X3))
10) Murtagh ((Seriously, mine is more like an OC than a canon. XD UGH. Oh, and sorry. Don't have any more...))
11) Eliza ((Oops... So, I lied. >.>; She's gonna kill meh for forgetting her. X3))
12) Loki ((OHEY!! I only had to use one canon! XD))

1) 7 and 1. Dance now, or I'll shoot you where you stand. DO IT, YA FUCKERS.
Alsie: Go ahead. Try shooting me. I'm not dancing...

Keegan: *dances awkwardly*

2) ...I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have yelled like that. HI. You're all going on an ADVENTURE, YAY! How do ya feel?
Alsie: Don't worry~ I'm used to yelling. Why am I going on ANOTHER adventure? Don't we get any rest?

Rose: Oh yay! Adventure!

Ariadne: Ugh. >< Adventures... Really, I have a kid to take care of.

Eliza: You go, and I'll take care of him, 'kay? I have to make sure Henry doesn't kill people.

Kerralie: Um... Whatever. Where are we going?

Loren: *facepalm* ALL of us? Really? You're putting me in there with them?! They hate me!!

Scarlet: Yep, we do. By the way... I didn't sign up for this. Isn't it against the rules to force an adventure on us?

Keegan: ... This is an interesting bunch to be stuck with... *hides camera*

Eric: *grumbles* I don't want to go on any damned adventure!

Murtagh: ... I really hate you people. Can't I go back to my book??

Alsie: NO! You're going with me. >< I don't like that Loren guy...

Loki: ... *shrugs* Whatever. At least I get a break.

Gizela: Hey... Alchemy still works on this adventure, right?
3) Too bad, regardless of what you said, the journey goes forward! So, 2, 4, 3, and 10 are captured by 6 and 9, who are planning on killing and eating them! What the crap happens?!
Ariadne: Eat him!! He... He's got more muscle. And you know... Muscle makes meat, right? *nervous laughter*

Eric: Will you just kill HER so I can have a break??

Me: You're dead. You have a break...

Rose: ... MORE CANNIBALS!! *runs away, being all pirate-y*

Murtagh: *raises eyebrow* How about you all shut up, and eat NORMAL food, like NORMAL humans, alright? Just so I don't have to kill anyone I shouldn't.

Loren: ... Okay. You know what? He scares me...

Gizela: I wouldn't be a cannibal anyway. =/


4) If 3 got the chance to skin 8 alive and wear their flesh as a suit, would they?
Kerralie: No! I love Scar. She's my best friend!
Scarlet: Thank you~

5) You sick bastard! 11 notices what you did or didn't do. What do THEY have to say about it?
Eliza: That's a relief.

6) 5, 1, 7, 10, and 3 are wearing bunny suits. 9, 4, 2, and 12 are in wolf suits, and begin to attack the bunnies. 6 and 8 are having sex in your bathroom. WHAT HAPPENS?!
Alsie: ^///^ Aww! You look cute in a bunny suit! *hugs Murtagh*
Murtagh: *eyebrow twitches* Why are you so happy? I like you better without the bunny suit... Well... >.> Okay, some parts of it are kind of cute.
Kerra: Huh? What am I WEARING?! *glances over at Loren and Scar* NOT YOU TOO!!! I'LL KILL YOU LOREN!!
Loren: >.> Not my choice. Memes make me do things I don't want to...
Scar: ... Once this is over, I'm going to kill myself. ><
Keegan: *sits in a corner* Stupid bunny suit...
Rose: ... >3 What's with the suit, huh?
Eric: *runs up and tries to leap at Alsie* What the Hell, man? You didn't have to stab me... *coughs up blood*
Murtagh: Uh, yeah I did.
Gizela: What's the point of this? *walks up and pokes Keegan* I think the bunny suits are cute. X3
Ari: *stops tickling Rose long enough to point and laugh at Eric*
Loki: *runs over and tackles Kerra* Sorry... You were the only one who wasn't already taken... And I don't want to die. ><
Kerra: ... Just get off, m'kay?

7) 8 commits suicide. 4 goes crazy and takes out their sadness and rage on their best friend 6, who gets pissed off and hires 12, who turns out to be a hooker. 6 murders 12 and is then struck by lightening. Why is 2 wearing a dress?
How convenient... After all, Scar had her reasons. X3 By the way, I didn't read this question before I answered... XDD I could totally see Loren beating Eric... Just 'cause that's what Loren does. And then Eric hires Loki... XDD I don't know why he's a hooker, but yeah... XD Eric murdered Loki? =o I'll miss him! Damn you Eric! But still, he dies in the end anyway. X3 And Ari is wearing a dress... Because she's a female... They tend to do that sometimes. *shrug*

8) I have stolen 5 away, and we're going to get married! What do you and any other people close to 5 have to say about it?! Huh?! HUH?!
Scar: You give Kerra back! She doesn't want you... Person of indeterminable gender!
Loren: *shrug* Keep her, for all I care.
Scar: Your opinion doesn't count, jackass.

9) We got a divorce. So sad. BUT 11 IS OUR LOVECHILD! SWEET JESUS! KILL IT DEAD!
... Eliza?! WTF. She's older than Kerra... It doesn't WORK that way!

10) 10 became a Jedi, but 4 became a Sith Lord! Who wins the epic Lighsaber duel?
Murtagh: Hehe... With this power, I can... >.> Well, you know the story.
Me: Doesn't matter here. -.-' Honestly, you guys...
Eric: *evil smirk*
Me: Is a Sith Lord more powerful? I don't know...
Murtagh: ... *kills Eric* I don't like you. You remind me of someone I don't like. -.-' So, I'll kill you instead... *runs off while still Jedi-fied* I'll be BACK!

11) That last question was nerdy, and it disgusts me. Which of your characters will beat me to death with a golf club?
... All of them, because I've never watched Star Wars. I don't know who is better. o_O

12) Lucky for me, my clone can finish this quiz! YAY! 12, 9, and 5 are gonna have a threesome, because that's just how they roll. One of them needs to be tied up and bound in a leather body suit, to be whipped mercilessly. Who volunteers, or is forced to be that person?
Kerra: NOTIT!!!! YOU CAN'T MAKE ME!! *runs away*

Gizela: *grins* While I'm not necessarily into this stuff, you're still not gettin' me in that...

Loki: ... Shit.

13) That kinky shit is hawt, yo. OR IS IT?! Does 2 agree?
Ari will go in and rescue Loki... And save Gizela from having to do that to someone older than herself. XDD

14) Sure, sure. So 7 became a Satanist. Who does he/she devour for his sacrifice?
Me: XDD Keegan as a Satanist?

Keegan: ... >.> It's possible. You know... Beware of the quiet ones? Anyway... I pick Rose! She's the closest to me in age, and she's pretty~ I'm not gonna eat her right away, though. You know... Me being a Satanist and all.

Me: None of that. -.-

Rose: Oh, HELL no! You couldn't get me on that altar if you tried, kiddo.

15) 1 became a necro-pedophiliac who's also into incest. They found out their kid brother/sister 11 died. However, 9 manages to throw that sick bastiche in jail before they can do anything. Does 4 approve?
Alsie: Can I kill you? Please? And, Eliza is older than me, too. Therefore, your question is irrelevant. You fail.

Murtagh: *highfives*

Me: You're not in this question... >.> But I'll let it slide, 'cause I love you. XD

Eric: ... *shudder*

Gizela: Why would you even think up a question like that??

16) 3 decided to write a 10/6 slash fan-fiction! Does 7's eyes bleed and fall out of their sockets from reading it, or do they enjoy the carnage?!
Rose: *evil laughter* This is for picking on Slayter...

Murtagh: Well, he IS stupid! And that guy... I don't like him either! >D *stabs Loren*

Loren: *dies*

Keegan: Woah... That definitely took an unexpected turn...

17) Question 17 died because I started running out of ideas for questions. Does 8 mourn the loss, or claim that THEY killed the question?
Scar: Personally, I'm not sad. *shrug*

18) No matter if 8 confessed or not, their ass is in jail with 1 now. WHAT HAPPENS NOW THAT THEY'RE JAIL BUDDIES?!
Alsie: You'll get used to sitting around doing nothing...
Scar: Can't you get us out of here?
Alsie: You're right... I can! These guys don't know who they're messing with! Hehe~

19) 12 and 5 are about to get busy when 7 totally barges in and cock-blocks...whoever the guy/bitch is. THEN WHAT?!
Kerra: >.> I uh... Don't uh...

Loki: *shrug* Well... Ya know. We have to do what the meme says...

Keegan: NO MEANS NO!!!

Loki: *glares* HEY!

Kerra: *runs away*

20) THIS THING IS OVER! Dance, 2 and 11, DANCE! FOR MY AMUSEMENT! GYAHAHAHA!!!
Ari: *shrug* Okay.

Eliza: You like making us dance, don't you? Also, I would like to deprive you of any source of amusement you can get. I hate you for making such immature and perverted questions. You should be ashamed...

Me: ... That was like, a MOTHER speech Eliza...

Eliza: Well...

NOW TAG SOMEONE, BETCH!

ANYONE WHO GOT THIS FAR! 8D Also, I apologize for the GINORMOUS journal. Also, some of these questions have scarred me for life, but it was too funny. XD
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100 Themes:

1. Blink
2. Wedding
3. Fantasy
4. Lock and Key
5. Heart
6. Poison
7. Fairy
8. Panties
9. Stitch
10. Manga/Comic Strip
11. Dragon
12. Mario
13. Edgar Allen Poe
14. Mask
15. Sword
16. Web
17. Vampire
18. Zodiac
19. Bones
20. Phoenix (Done - My Little Phoenix)
21. Deviantart
22. Eygptian
23. Anthro
24. Cosplay
25. Chains
26. Action
27. Chibi
28. After A Battle
29. Art Trade
30. Original Character
31. Realistic (Done - Alsie)
32. Moonlight
33. Holiday
34. One Shape
35. Fruit
36. Midnight
37. Elf
38. Pageviews
39. Henshin (Transformation)
40. Fear
41. Under Water
42. Future
43. Mascot
44. Wings
45. New Art Medium
46. During A Battle
47. Vortex
48. Progress
49. Upside Down
50. Unseen
51. Flag
52. Princess
53. Prince
54. King
55. Queen
56. Sharp
57. Fading
58. No Color
59. Censored
60. East Meets West
61. Hologram
62. Tattoo
63. Dirt
64. Dinosaur
65. What If....
66. Portal
67. Lace
68. Envy
69. Study
70. End of the World
71. Graffiti
72. Silhouette
73. Robot
74. Tutorial
75. Death
76. Movie
77. Bird
78. Fun
79. Teeth
80. Jewelry
81. Anniversary
82. Fav TV Show
83. Chaos
84. Fashion
85. Wood
86. 86
87. Circle
88. Bunny
89. Ice Cream
90. Goth
91. Scar
92. Redesign
93. Fast
94. Stamp
95. Sparkle
96. X
97. ID
98. Buttons
99. Space
100. Rocket